We just wanted to let everyone know the arrangements we have made for Andon. Everything is going to be held at our church, Berea Mennonite tomorrow (Wednesday). Visitation is from 9-11 w/ the service starting at 11. We are only having services inside and not graveside. We are trying to do what is best for Brycen as well as for ourselves. We don't want Brycen to think Andon is in the "box". So we are telling him that we are sending that box to Heaven for Andon. He is coloring a picture and putting a few things in the casket for him. Brycen already knows and believes that Andon is in Heaven and we don't want to explain about his physical body right now, that's just too much for a four year old to handle at this point. He already has a lot of questions that we're answering the best we can. Plus there is 100% chance of rain tomorrow (God is going to be crying with us over our sorrow) and we don't really want to stand out in the rain. The service is going to be pretty short and simple, just a couple songs and verses and a msg. from our preacher.
Being at home has been good, but it is also hard. It's hard to see Andon's room and look at his clothes and know he is never coming home with us. I find myself tearing up over the littlest things and wondering how I will ever feel whole again. I'm just trying to make it through each minute. My blood pressure is staying elevated and I am on meds for it so if you could say a prayer for that please do. I'm sure all the stress of making the arrangements and having so much to do isn't helping. Yesterday it was pretty much on the line where the dr. wanted me to call in. Ryan & Brycen are hanging in there as well. Like I mentioned above B has lots of questions and is having some tough times adjusting and his missing his brother and wondering why his momma is always breaking down into tears. Ryan is the best husband I could ever ask for and is trying to take care of me & mourn for himself too. Please keep lifting us up in your prayers, b/c we need it.
We know we will see Andon again one day, that day just seems so far away...
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awe, hun....I am praying for you, and am so sorry for your loss. Praying that your blood pressure goes down, and also for your hubby and b.
Chelsa, I'm praying....love ya
I so wish I could hop on a plane to be there tomorrow and hug your neck. Hang in there - you have a lot of people lifting you up in prayer.
Still thinking and praying for you and your family.
Chelsa - you have truly humbled me through your absolute faith. My continued prayers for you, Ryan & Brycen...
May tomorrow be a day of celebration as well as sorrow. I won't be at the ceremony, but I will be praying and thinking about you. Glad your BP is getting better!
I cannot imagine how hard this has been! My heart simply hurts thinking of your pain! You will be in my thoughts & prayers tomorrow and always!!
Try not to over do it too much sweetie!! Love ya!
You, Ryan, and Brycen will definitely be in my thoughts and prayers tomorrow (and every day).
Just wanted you to know that you guys are in my prayers & I can't imagine what you are feeling! May God Bless you & get you through this tough time in your life.
we will def be praying for you... unsure if we will be able to be there in person, but will be thinking and praying for you as always
I hope tomorrow isn't too much to handle. Stay close to your family and God for support and stay stronge girl! Keep checking that blood pressure:)
Chelsa~ You, Ryan, and Brycen are in my thoughts and prayers. I am so sorry for your loss. Your little angel Andon will be watching over the three of you until you meet again. Be strong, and trust in the Lord. Love ya!
I will be praying for you today as God and little Andon watch down on you and your family. I pray for peace for your heart until you all meet again! Much love and prayers for you all on such a difficult day.
Lifting your names to the Lord,
Andrew, Candace, and Calleigh
I have teared up reading all about Andon and your struggles. Being a Mom just makes me think that much more. God has a plan for everyone, it's just hard to understand. You all are in my thoughts. I wanted to come to the showing but I had to work. Stay strong, it will all work itself out. *See ya in Heaven Andon!*
I cannot imagine the pain you are going through.....and I have no words that will give you comfort as I am at a loss.
But I do know we serve an amazing God who loves you so much. I pray that you feel His loving arms around you and your family during this difficult time.
Peace
*~Michelle~*
Remembering you in my prayers today, Chelsa.
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