I know so many pregnant gals... and they are all still in my prayers daily. I would never want anyone to go through what we are going through. No one should have to bury their child. While I was in the hospital another couple lost their baby as well (full term I believe). I only know this from hearing it from the nurses and the sign that was posted on their room number. My heart has been hurting for that family, that I never met, as well. Today I read on Shaya's blog that her sister lost her baby at the end of January (i'm so behind on blogging still). My heart hurts once again for her. I feel her pain. Also, my sweet friend Ali had a miscarriage and I know her heart is hurting. I can't say I know exactly what these other families are feeling b/c everyone's journey is different, but I'm sure it's some of the same feelings that we are feeling. Just about five minutes ago I received a text from my mom that a good friend of mine and friends of our family lost their baby. She was 16 weeks along. My heart is just breaking even more for this sweet family. She delivered the baby at the same hospital (Deaconess Women's Hospital) as what I did. One of the nurses that works there and that I had the privelege of being cared for by is best friends w/ my momma. She said that since I was in the hospital FIVE babies have passed away. I almost typed "five babies have been lost", BUT then I realized how wrong that sounds... b/c they aren't lost. We know that all babies go to Heaven. That's the comfort us hurting mommy's have. We (if you accept Jesus Christ as your Savior) will be able to hold our babies again. Anyway, sorry that got me off track.
I just wanted to ask you all to pray... I have felt soooo soooo soooo (and that's not an exaggeration either!) surrounded by love and prayer since we lost Andon and I want to make sure that all these hurting mom's feel that same power of prayer. It makes me feel not so alone to know that other people are going through the same thing, BUT I wish that they didn't have to feel the pain I feel in my heart knowing Andon can't ever sleep in his crib, bounce in his bouncer or be drug around by his big brother ;).
Jen Swartzentruber gave me this verse, And Jesus said,"Let the little children come to me and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as the." John 10:14. I am so comforted by this verse and knowing Andon is up in Heaven in Jesus' Rocking Chair (amazing song we played at his service). He and all these other little babies are running around playing and so happy, happier then we will ever be on Earth. So although our hearts hurt and we yearn for our babies we have to be happy for them.
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Thank you for your thoughts of others in your time of pain. My first loss was almost 10 years ago (3/8/99) at 20 weeks, but some days it seems like it was yesterday. It pains my heart to know how many mothers have walked this journey.
I know what you mean. Its been a tough time around here. I guess its because we had known so many people were pregnant that we'd probably hear more good/bad news than usual. Stay strong. I know that is def easier said than done, but I can see how many people lives you are (and Andon) touching through your journey. I am still amazed to see people posting their dedications to Andon- I think even 4 more since Ive closed down the link! Love yoU!
Thank you for sharing that verse!! It helps me see things in a whole new way.... Why would I hinder my child from being in heaven?? I mean I really wish baby was here with us, but since the Lord wants our babies with him, He can have them. Still praying for you. Love you!
I have said this over & over Chelsa, but you are such a strong woman! It amazes me the faith that you have! I will be praying for all these mommas just the same!
I miscarried on new years day (yea, I know what a way to start a year) and I have had a hard time being happy for people with babies..but I have come to realize that I was wrong. I love that verse and find great comfort knowing my baby will only ever know Heaven's glory.
You are still my my family's thoughts and prayers and know that you are not alone. It's amazing when something like this happens how many people open their hearts and share same experiences. That is crazy that 5 babies have passed. I use to work @ The Women's hospital in medical records and saw maybe 2 babies pass in a year. It's amazing we are all here and have the children we have. After losing Mason, I look @ Crystal differently and thank God everyday for her.
I found your blog through a long string of blogs that I follow regularly and would really like to extend my prayers for you and your family during this very very difficult time.
Also, I would like to share a website that you may wish to look into... http://namesinthesand.blogspot.com/ A wonderful couple in Australia remember children who have passed on all around the world, by writing their names in the sand and posting pictures for the family. They are truly beautiful photographs that have brought some peace to many that I know.
May God's love comfort you.
I never realized how many people loose their babies until recently. It really saddens me. I am 23 weeks today and know that every day that passes is a blessing becuase you never know.
God Bless
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